On every step forward follow two steps back

But one day, I'll be healthy and happy. This is the record of my struggling.

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Bulimia on tv:
Have a bit too much cake. Kneel by the toilet hair flowing. 2 fingers down mouth, wiggle and hey presto puke. Flush the toilet and then on with your day as before.
Bulimia in real life:
Eat everything you can possibly get your hands on. Then proceed to feel like shit. Spend between 5-30 minutes getting it all to come up again (with whatever method you use) and in the process of violently puking your guts up end up with vomit on your face, feet, hands, all around basically...mmmm classy. Then stand up and catch your breath. Then wash your hands, swill mouthwash and look in the mirror. Damn girl them bloodshot eyes and puffy cheeks be getting all da boys ;) and then spend the next 5 minutes cleaning the toilet up before retreating to your room to collapse on your bed and nap.

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friends:
how can you cry because of a book?
friends:
how can you cry because of fictional characters?
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how can you cry because of something that isn't even real?
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how can you cry because of a song?
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how can you cry because of lyrics?
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how can you cry because of a melody?
me:
HOW CAN YOU NOT